but no one would understand

You know, ive never had a Girlfriend in my life. Last year i was very depressed, so i thought, what the hell, im about to kill myself, so i just want to have sex for the first time. Well, i met up with this hooker, and she was so incredible nice to me, never watched the time and stuff, like no one was ever before. I ended up visiting her every 4-5 weeks for a while…
Things turned out to be better by now (im still alive) and so i was feeling bad for paying someone only to beeing nice to me, so i stopped for over half a year. But i missed her so much, i visitet her again last month and she was so glad to meet me, she gave me her email address and we are writing each other since then. I know everything about her, where she was born, her name, i know about her child and stuff and where she use to work in real life. I think im in love with her and more then that, she wants to meet me in a couple of weeks for real, without paying any money or stuff. I am so fucking nervous about that, i want it so bad, but i dont know how to deal with that situation. We’ve got a lot in common, but she still does what she does, and i feel sorry for her. And i feel pathetic for getting into this situation, why does life has to be so fucked up sometimes ?

I seriously need to talk to someone about this, but no one would understand …

Comments

Guest,

If she makes you happy then do what u feel but before u get intimate with her again I think u both should be tested just to be on the safe sife

2009-03-26 21:40:37

Brown,

WE all have our own crosses to bare... "If she unknowingly" kept you alive, it has happened for a reason. Please use protection and just be her friend, because both of are lost and seeking a way out of your predicaments.

2009-03-26 21:41:35

I agree with above,

Yall are both missing something in your lives - its not love you feel its companionship and nothing wrong with that. I dont think its a good idea getting into a relationship with a hooker. She wont stop screwing johns to be with you and that might push you over the edge. Confide in a professional...and by that I mean a therapist.

2009-03-27 08:13:14

God Is Good,

He puts people in our life for a reason....you will probably help her as much as she has helped you. Good Luck and keep an open mind! This just may be your purpose....

2009-03-27 09:25:17

wellllllllllllllllllllllll,

Love comes in mysterious ways sometimes....... I say go with the flow and take it from there. Be careful and be honest about what you want and need from her. One good thing is what you guys don't have many secrets unlike most people who date. You saw each other at your worse and you worked up from that.

2009-03-27 10:23:43

Grownup Talk,

Great advice from everyone above. Life is too short to over analyze things. Take it one day at a time...reason, season, lifetime man. Everyone we meet fits into one of the categories. Be friends first, get tested, and take it slow. Don't rush into anything. Remember, no person can fill a void nor make us happy. That's a setup. A person should add to your happiness. To many people look for someone to make them happy...wrong goal.

2009-03-27 12:57:38

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