my bf is 2 years younger than me. even though I am only 20, he is very very very less mature than I am. we have had 7 physical altercations. 6 of them I just took him hitting me, but the last one we tore our apartment up because I am still a man at the end of the day and there (i found this out) isn't enough love in this world to let someone you love keep hitting you. that altercation was nasty, cops were called, I was ready to move out our apartment, but in our 8 month relationship, I have isolated myself from everyone, family and friends, and I had no where to go to and after he begged me to stay, I did. I feel trapped in this relationship now. I can't afford to live alone, can't go back to my parents house, and feel uncomfortable living here. he is so young its gotten to a point where I don't care about trying to help him or mold him into a better person. im ready to move on, but can't while we share this place. im a good dude, only looking for someone to love me without any extra baggage or extra bullshit. this shit is depressing me to a point where I started cutting myself bc I have no other outlet to release this angry sadness and depressio bc talking to him a lot of the time is the same as a brick wall. someone please guide me n the right direction.