I have been with my man for a minute and we plan on getting married soon, however I have this graving to be with a woman. I made out with a chic once but it was quick and havent stopped thinking about it since. I fuck my man every night and then I check out girls on CL all day at work. I met this one girl that we exchange pics and tease each other. I even called her one day during my lunch break and we had phone sex while playing with our pussys till we cam. We were close to hooking up once but i chickened out. I know I will love it because I love to watch girl on girl porn and I touch myself all the time and I taste real good. My pussy is the type to leak down my leg and I am always horny so I play with myself while I am at work and some times on the way home while i am driving. My man has no idea about how I feel. I told him once but his reaction wasnt good so i made it a joke. When I have sex with my man I finger his ass while i suck his dick, something he said he would never let me do and I love a challenge so slowly i got closer and closer and he loves it and knows how it turns me on. He eats the best pussy and I fantasize at times that its a girl doing it and I cum right away. I wish I had a girl that I could be discret with and fuck her with a strap on. Dont get me wrong I love Dick and I love My man. I guess my fear is that I might want it all the time and also it is a sin.

People help me.... Don't judge but help.