After much browsing of this site I decided that I need this site ! I mean i ablsolutely love it . I always have the desire to blog but i don't want my identity to be known . this is just great.

So my first confession :

I want to have SEX so friggin bad that i can't stand it anymore. But I just don't want to do it with anyone but i do ..lol.

i lost my virginity one night while bein effin drunk of my ass and my so called "friend" took it . sucks right. But i masterbate all the day and i just want to know what it feels like to have good sex. I mean i have plenty of ppl that i can do it with but i just haven't . After the first intial losing of my virginity which i didn't realize untill the next time i had sex while drunk which sucked at the time. But i'm over it . THis is also the same reason i choose not to drink. But when i tried it a third time ...it kinda sucked idk if it was me or the dude...

but yea thats my intro and i will let ya'll kno of my other sexcapades or lack there of ...and that why my name is hopeful.