boy problems

Well im a black female whose 18 and bout to start college.Me and my boyfriend (my ex now) was together for bout 2 months and i felt as though everything was going good. i mean he told me he loved me everyday and that i was beautiful every single day. He would compliment every day. He was very respectful towards me. We would talk on da phone every day. I really thought i relationship was going good but i guess i was wrong. So heres the problem: well bout a week ago he just stopped talking to me. I mean when he wouldnt call at a certain time i would call and he wouldnt answer so i thought maybe he went to sleep. So i did for two days and still no answer so i emailed him and told him since we haven talked in days and since his ass cant call im done wit dis relationship and still i got no answer from him. I mean i dont know what happened the last time we talked everything was going good. He even told me he wasn goin let me go but i see im gone. I dont know why he did this and he knows i have problems trusting boys and i really thought i could trust him. And this isnt the first time a boy did this to me. See Im not clingin i let them have they space. I dont call them all the time. Its like he really hurt me. My heart is really broken. I really thought he loved me and I loved him. I just wanna kno is it me? I mean how do i get over this? Like i a really hurtin rite now. Can somebody help me please???