i am going through

well my boyfriend just moved in with me. and i thought i rearrange the room around so i moved the daybed in the living room and kept the other day bed in the main room so i have enough room to pump the air mattress. Because i use to stay by myself but that has changed and i feel that the connection between my boyfriend has went left. So i have been sleep in the living room and now he tells me that he doesn't want to sleep with me every night because he say he can't control hisself at night like his dick gets on hard and he don't want to do that and that i should stay in the living room while he sleep in my room. and He just makes me feel like i am not worthy enough to be with him. Like he say shit like Just because i fuck doesn't mean i love you and then i asked him to clarify that and he was like i don't want you to think the only way i show you love is though sex. i think it's a bunch of bull shit. so i decided not to come in the room and i already don't approach him sexually so it won't be hard for me at all. So last night he came in the living room and layed in the day bed with me. and this morning he said "last night you wanted me to fuck you? i said no! he was like oh, okay maybe we should keep doing this and i said yeah i could go with out for a long time. and i going to try not to come on to him in any sexual way. last night is night 3, i will keep you posted!!!

No fucking No peace NO fucking NO peace!!!!!!!!!!