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I am the gift giver...

Yes, I go to the bug parties and I am the one with the package and I give people the gift. Ok, I am the HIV person that everyone at the party is trying to hookup with to become positive. I give them the gift that they wanted, I guess you can call me Santa Clause. I get paid to attend the parties and everyone knows what type of party it is. But they are there for one reason and one reason only to become HIV positive. So, they be jumping on every dick in the room hoping they will get the gift. If you want to ask me questions I will answer as long as you do be rude.

The Gift Giver

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Ummmm...................... I find that kinda of crazy that people are trying to catch aids you make it sounds as if though they are playing who wants to be a millionaire wouldnt it be easier if you just put a bullet to your head and die quick instead of suffering for years I dont think that is nothing I would be bragging about

2008-10-23 05:53:18

Lil Z,

I don't think he is bragging, I think there where a lot of questions about the following confession.

http://www.downlowconfessions.com/pub/articles/hiv-and-aids/i-just-want-to-die-6253.htm

and he is giving us insight because a lot of people had questions about this issue. My Question is why do you think people are seeking to be positive?

2008-10-23 06:02:21

Honey,

WOW.... I would like to know the answer to Lil Z question and since ya'll are fucking raw have you caught other STD's? Not only are they trying to get HIV, but there are other diseases too....

2008-10-23 06:21:54

The Author,

I think it is guilt, so many people around them have it and they fell guilty because they don't. I tell people you can have mine, I would gladly change places with you, that would mean no more pills (I take 5 in the morning and six at night. You never know when you gona wake up and you then shitted on your self because the pills have side effects and gives you the runs. When you tell people you are positive nobody want to date you. When you tell your family the tell you to stay away from there kids and don;t let them eat behind you. No body in there right mind should want to go through what I do. But, if you want it I can give it to you...

The Gift Giver

2008-10-23 06:46:37

@ the author yelp i know exactly what you talking about my aunt told our family she had it and all of a suddenly they were like dont kiss my baby blah blah that is so true( not that I blame them) but I doont recall her every having shitted on herself because of her medication UGH!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-23 07:00:18

POZ for Twenty Five Years,

I have been poz for twenty five year and everyday I wish I could do things over. I accept the fact that when you do risky things there are consequences. Have unprotected sex you can get an STD, get pregnant or become HIV positive. All consequences of your own choices, so we need to learn that when we do these things own up to your own bad choices. Yes, some one should tell you that they are positive but you should not be having unprotected sex. The only people I feel sorry for are babies and the ones that got it from someone they loved and trusted and they bought it in the relationship. But, lets be honest, most of us know when someone is cheating on you, we just choose to ignore it. Just remember that it was your choice to ignore it.

Just thought I would chime in...

2008-10-23 07:09:25

courious,

Sad sad sad! If you give it to one you might as well give it to 20.. It is a gift that just keeps giving...

2008-10-23 07:51:06

What About THe Married Women,

You say that you give it to these guys but is everyone lat the party looking to get it or are some people there nut to have sex? Do they tell you when you enter what type of party that it is? If you saw a ring on there finger would you not fuck them?

2008-10-23 08:07:24

Mo,

I recently found out that a former boyfriend of mine was giving this gift to women and men knowingly. He did not alert those people and gave them the illusion of monogamy. What is your perception on that? It shook me to my core and reignited a serious sense of awareness in me!

2008-10-23 08:21:53

no words,

Yeah, that's true about the stigma. I'm a photographer and 2 of the models I've shot in the past have been infected. One brother found out just by getting a yearly test. He was devastated. But the point here is he told my godson and my godson didn't even want to give him a glass of water. It's crazy which is why it's amazing a person would want it but guilt and depression causes a person at times to not think clearly. You doing what you're doing though just adds to the problem on so many levels so I'll just leave that alone. Just at a loss.

2008-10-23 08:56:15

I say...,

All of you bug party lovers should all get a room and play russian rolete and see who gets their brains blown out... After all the bullets are gone, who ever is left standing can leave and do another party the next night. This way instead the infected person giving it to someone and they in turn give it to a innocent person they can die quickly and it won't cost you much since you guys want to die anyway. get it over quick.

2008-10-23 10:13:59

You goin to hell for that!,

How does it really feel to know you are responsible for people being infected? Ultimately WHEN they die, their blood is on your hands. This is the most fukked up and sad story I have ever read on here. I feel sorry for you, and all the people you will infect and all the people THEY will infect - see where Im going here? BREAK THE CYCLE! Arent there enough homicides, and violence against our people as it is without peeps like you adding fuel to the fire? Get counceling or something, just stop spreading this nasty, life stealing disease! OMG. Im truely disguested. I feel sorry for you and you should be ashamed of yourself. The Gift- PLEASE!

2008-10-23 10:42:12

CECRETS,

I think if more ppl did their research on Aids and the HIV Virus they would learn everything those diseases have 2 offer. If they don't know and their around ppl who have the disease tand see what they go through, all the medicine, pain, being disowned and eventually death that should make them want to run far away from that disease as possible. I'm sorry but HIV is a gift you can keep.

2008-10-23 11:13:46

The Author,,

Everyone knows what kind of party it is, it is by invitation only. This is a job for me so you give me the ass I will take it. There is a chance that someone at the party will take it outside of the circle. But I will say after reading all the comments I am really rethinking my role in this whole thing. I think I need a new job, anyone taking applications?

2008-10-23 19:52:37

jinx,

i feel absolutely sorry for you and everyone else who thinks this is a joke. This is not the type of world that we all want to live in but its unfortunate that we do. I don't think it's only about what is offered at these parties or who wants it, but therefore for you to be responsible for your own actions. I'm not sure how you contracted the virus and if you received support right away, but you could probably be dealing with depression. Why not make a permanent change in your life and become an advocate against these parties. it starts with one voice and carries to another, JUST LIKE AIDS. Make the right choice. Here is your chance. God bless you my brother.

2008-10-23 20:32:19

KING PEN,

TRUTHFULLY I FEEL SORRY FOR U BUT THEN IN A WAY I DON'T!! I DON'T WISH DEATH OR IMPRISONMENT ON MY WORST ENEMY!! WHAT U ARE DOING IS WRONG IN EVERY SENSE OF THE WORD!! YOU ALREADY KNOW THE PAIN IT HAS CAUSED U AND UR FAMILY BUT YET U WOULD STILL INFLICT THIS TRAGEDY ON OTHERZ? I DON'T CARE IF SOMEBODY DO WANT IT, ITZ NOT UR JOB AS U CALL IT, TO GIVE TO THEM!! ITZ UNFORTUNATE U HAD TO FALL VICTIM TO THIS DEADLY VIRUS BUT U DID AND IMMA FIRM BELIEVER IN EVERYTHING HAPPEN FOR A REASON SO, NOW IT IS UR JOB TO MAKE SURE THAT WHAT HAPPENED TO U DON'T HAPPEN TO OTHERZ!! IF U CAN CHANGE 1 LIFE IT MAKEZ A DIFFERENCE BUT INSTEAD U ARE BRAGGIN ABOUT TAKING LIVEZ!! ASK THE LORD FOR FIGIVENESS AND TAKE PART IN THE SOLUTION NOT THE PROBLEM MY DUDE!!

PS. U KNOW I REALLY SHOULD'VE GAVE U MY JUDGE MATHIS TOUGH LUV RIGHT?

2008-10-24 03:39:25

DollFace,

Ima pray for you. My Uncle DIED because of the virus. I WISH THIS ON NO ONE!!!!

2008-11-01 13:30:05

game,

many people have said negative things related to this man going to these gift giving parties. but guess what, it's the same as people who have unprotected sex with people, whether you know them or not, married women included. if you have unprotected sex with someone and get hiv or aids, you're playing the same game these people are playing. don't hate on this man, he's getting paid and people knowingly go to these parties. how about all these nigga's out there who have the disease and don't tell people, and how about the people who have unprotected sex, same game, different name.

2008-11-08 17:24:41

tp,

WOW! This is generation.

2008-11-22 22:31:56

tj,

I THINK U THE Author is a very crazy and selfish son of a bitch. u think that u are doing something now but wait until u have to answer to god. u crazy,stupid bitch.

2008-12-11 11:40:44

ya_boy_six,

Why would you willingly give somebody the pain that you have to live with..try edjucating people about the disease to try 2 stop it from spreading

2009-01-10 18:20:45