A little over seven months ago, my husband and I returned home after work. When we walked in, four guys were inside the house, robbing the place. We caught them by surprise, but two of them grabbed my husband, pushed him to the ground and began kicking him. One of them grabbed me and pushed me against a wall. We were both tied up with some cord and thrown into the front room.
While one guy watched us, the other three went through all the rooms in the house filling up bags with our stuff. After about half an hour, all four were with us in the room. Two of them began whispering to each other and laughing. These two walked over to me, pulled me off the chair by my hair and ripped off my blouse. My husband tried to get up and help me, but was punched in the face. With two of them holding me, one of them tore off my skirt and panties and started playing with me. I was then thrown on the sofa, my legs held open and raped.
Over the next hour, all four took turns raping me. My husband was forced to watch this all sitting in a chair with one of them always standing over him.
When they were all done with me, they decided to also steal our car and one of them reached into my husbands pocket to find the keys. He began laughing and pulled my husband out of the chair. He pulled down my husbands pants and boxers and told the other guys to take a look. It was obvious my husband had at least one and probably more orgasms while watching me be raped. His boxers were wet and full of cum.
They dragged my hsuabnd over to where I was on the couch and placed his head on my stomach while one last guy raped me again. When they pulled him back after the guy was done, my husband had an erection.
I cannot understand how my husband could become excited watching his wife get violently raped over and over. Both he and I have been in counselling over this incident, but I just cannot let it go. We first tried to have sex again about 3 weeks ago, but all I could think of was him gettng hard while I was being raped.