I want him so bad

I'm catching feelings for my friend with bennifits. This man is so sexy but I think he's a player. For the past few weeks he's been combing from way out yonder driving for bout an hour, coming to give me some good head and some good d!ck and even just to spend time with no sex. This is all new cuz before he was the biggest ass hole to me. The last time we had sex i was a lil tipsy I sucked him off real good and swallowed for the 1st time ever in my life. Do y'all think he maybe catching feelings for me too? I want to tell him how I feel or shud I wait it out more and be sure b4 I open my mouth. Since I swallowed for him he hasnt called, I haven't hurd from him.