I was bored out of my mind on a damn Friday night and horny as hell. I’m sitting here in my room wondering what the fuck I am going to do. Normally I would be with my girl and we would be getting our freak on, u know smoking trees, she riding my bone, and talking shit. Earlier in the day she was tripping ova some bullshit about me not spending enough time with her, I’m like damn girl I’m here every damn weekend with ur ass u should be happy with that shit. A brotha need some time for himself. After I said that, Deanna start calling me all kinds of mother fuckas, and hoes and shit. That’s when I said bitch I’m out, when u calm ur ass down hit my digits. With that said, I left her crib and came home.

U know this is the first time a brotha had anytime to himself and did not have no plans on a Friday night. By 8:00p.m. my luck started to change. My boi blackdawg gives me a call. “hello” “sup bone man, this is black”! “Sup Dawg!” “Chilling for now man, listen up nigga my boi snake is having a little thing at his crib man, so why don’t u get ur ass up and hang with me tonight. Snake always throw a banging gathering. At this point my mind was already made up because I wanted to get the fuck up out of here. I told BlackDawg stop by here and we hit Snakes together. He said cool and he would be here in an hour. With that said, I said cool I’ll have my shit together.

As I took my shower, I started to think about my secret sexual desires of being with another brotha. I have always been curious about what it would be like to be with another male sexually. Every time I start thinking about that I get hard as hell and my ass start twitching. I’m like damn why is my hole twitch like this? Deep down inside I knew, but I was not ready to acknowledge that part of my desires yet. But I cannot deny the fact that I had a desire to be fuck and to fuck another male. At the moment I was only focusing on my desire to fuck another man. However, tonight that feeling to be fucked was stronger then it ever been in the past. Whenever, I had that feeling, I kept a 12 inch dildo in my shower just in case, I never used it because I always fought off the feeling. I guest the real reason that I never used the dildo before, was that I was scared that I would like the feeling and I would want to use it more and more. Therefore I never used the dildo until tonight. I could not fight that feeling off this time, so tonight I gave into my desire to use the dildo for the first time.

As I wash lather myself up, I started feeling that warm feeling all over my body, my nipples was getting hard and once again my asshole started to twitch. This time the twitching was more stronger then it ever been. As I began to soap up my ass, I began to rub my hole, damn this shit started to feel to damn good to me. I said, fuck I got myself started and I could not stop rubbing my hole. My brotha, let me tell u, the feel that I was giving myself was off da motha fucking hook. My hole just open up and my fingers just slid on in there like they was meant to be there. After about thirty seconds, I had to stop because I was driving myself up the walls. Thinking that this would satisfy my desire to be fucked for awhile I would not have this feeling again anytime soon. Brotha I was wrong as hell, it made me want to be fucked even more. At this point, I knew that I had to use that dildo to get rid of this itch that I had about being fucked.

I said damn I cannot fight this shit any longer, I got the dildo and soaped it up. I propped left leg up on the base of the tub, I pushed my ass out and proceed to insert this 12x6 dildo in my ass. I’m like damn what the fuck is coming over me, this shit is off the chain!! The more I pushed up in me the better it felt. As I push the dildo deeper inside me I start riding the motha fuka. “huuuuuuuuh shit this, damn this feeling gooood to me”. My mouth flew open in ecstasy as moan of pleasure came out. At this point I’m fucking my ass like a mad man wanting every inch of this damn dildo up my ass. The dildo was feeling good with each stroke, I’m like aaaaaah shit, then turned to face the edge of the tub and sat on that dildo and rode it like I was riding a bronco. My breathing became heavier as I began to take the 12 inch dildo deeper and hard in my ass. I was moaning like a damn bitch. With one last bounce, I shot off like a volcano that have erupted for the first time in 20 years.

Once I finished dicking myself with my dildo, I had to lean against the shower walls to collect my composer. I’m like damn what the hell came over me? Feeling the after glow and feeling mad at myself at the same time, for feeling the way I did and for doing what I did. Yet I felt damn good and deep down inside I wanted more. Not knowing what more I could want, could it be that I wanted to have that dildo in me again or I could have wanted to feel a real dick in me for the first time. With that though in mind, I soon snapped back to the present when I heard the clock chimed. I said damn, BlackDawg will be here soon, I better get my ass dress.

Part Two: Loosing his virginity

I was dressed by 10:30p.m. Five minutes later BlackDawg was knocking on my door. When I open the door ole boi look like thug that he is which made him look sexy as hell. Dawg stood about 5’7, dark chocolate brown, he would remind u of the rapper Ludicris by the face and same body frame, with a nice big round and I do mean round bubble ass that would make any man dick hard as hell. By it being warm and the beginning of summer ole boi jeans was hanging off his ass, Dawg did not give a damn what people thought on what type of clothes he wears or how he wear his clothes. He always say if they don’t like looking at my booty then they need to turn away or get some biz about themselves.

I had some idea that BlackDawg fucked around by some of the things he says and his reaction in certain situations. However, I never brought it to his attention. Deep down inside, I wanted BlackDawg to be my first. I felt that if I was going to be with a dude for the first time rather it is fucking or getting fucked, BlackDawg would be the one to turn me out thug style. I will admit to myself that every time that I am around Dawg I get nervous as hell. The reason that I say that is because, my ass start twitching and getting wet and my dick gets rock hard. It would not take long for me to shake that feeling off and get my composer.

It took us about 20 minutes to get to Snake’s apartment. The music of TLC I Don’t Want No Scrub was playing full blast. Dawg said “man this shit is going to be off the fucking chain I’m telling u nigga u aint party till u hit Snake’s crib. Snake’s apartment was on the second floor towards the middle of the building. Man There was some fine ass bitches at that joint, I’m like hell yeah I can get me a new honey and put Deanna down. Snake greeted us at the door wearing his fabu outfit that made him look sexy as hell. I’m like damn why am I thinking like this? Again I shook that thought out of my head and focus my thoughts on the honies and getting my drink on. Snake was about 6’1, slinder build, caramel complexion, thin stache, about 28 or 29 years of age, and bold.

He told us to come in and get in the mix. Man let me tell u, I thought that the ladies was fine as hell, let me tell man the niggas was off the motha fukking hook! I’m like daaaaaaaayum these niggas are phine. However, I had to keep my cool. I just cannot let myself get caught up in my secret desires to be bedded down by another man. As we walk through the crowed apartment, Dawg seen his woman there who was talking to another brotha. It did not bother him because ole boi was talking to another female who lived down the street from me. Therefore Dawg stuck close to me for awhile.

As I met new people and talk to some of my dawgs that was there getting there drink and party on, I notice that Snake was watching me. I’m like why this brotha was staring me up and down for? Again I put it out of my mind and went on about my biz. A few hours into the groove, I was feeling no pain and feeling mighty mellow. My secrete desire was creeping up on me again, but this time I did not fight the feeling for some reason or should I say for some reason that I don’t want to admit too.

I forgot to tell u about me. This brotha here stands approximately 5’11, reddish brown complexion slim to muscular build, low cut fade, stache and one earring in my left ear. I have a nice bubble butt with a hairy crack and 9 1 /2 uncut dick about 3inches thick. I don’t know why but I did not wear any underwear my timbs was loose but not that loose where they sliding off my hips. Therefore my ass was not showing much that is.

By this time Snake came over to where I was and started talking to me. Man this nigga was making me hot as hell just by standing next to me. To be honest man, I did not give a flying fuck. He was not the only person making me nervous, BlackDawg was getting next to me as well.
About 3:00a.m. I notice that more brothas was showing up and the sistas was demising. I’m like what the fuck is going on here? In reality I knew what was up. In away I wanted this to happen.
I could not get that feeling out of me. I knew that I wanted to be bitch fucked for the first time and I also wanted to fuck another brotha also. What I didn’t tell BlackDawg was that I have heard about Sanke’s house parties before from the niggas in the hood. I even fantasized about being bitch fucked by several niggas as they call me their bitch and hoe while the fuck the shit out of me and calling this ass a pussy.

The more I thought about this the more my ass start to twitch, itch and getting wetter. As I became aware of my surroundings again, I notice that there was couple of brothas in the corner kissing each other and feeling on each other’s asses through their jeans. This is when BlackDawg came ova and sat next to me and ask how I was feeling. I told him I was feeling mellow. Then out of no where, ole boi leaned ova and proceeded to tongue kissed me. This shit through me for loop, but I was not going to fight it and I was not going to denied this brotha anything.

When he let me up for some air, he said “damn man, I wanted to do this for so long.” I asked him what else that he wanted to do to me or with me? He then said that since we are being bold as hell, he came point blank and said “I want u to fuck the shit out me and make me holla l am ur damn bitch. Tear this thug boipussy up, and make hurt it so motha fukking good. With all that said he proceeded to tongue kiss me again this time feeling on my dick which was already hard as lead pipe.

He unzipped my jeans and my dick just popped up in his face. This thugged out brotha started giving me head like there’s no tomorrow. This nigga had me moaning loud as hell. I grabbed the back of his head to make him deepthroat this 9.5. Nigga took this dick down his throat like a damn pro. The shit was getting good to me so I started pumping dick down his throat as he suck this dick like a wild man. BlackDawg seem to knew that I was about to bust then slowed down and said now I want this up in this ass. After he said that, I said bring it on dawg give up that pussy. I kicked off my shoes and pulled my damn pants off so that we can get busy without any obstacles or barriers.

Ole boi got on his knees no the couch and told me to eat that ass until he begs for the dick. Without any hesitation, I got on my knees and started eating that ass like it was pussy. Dawg let out a loud moan that was so soft and sexy. He push that ass back and my tongue went further up that ass, the more I got into eating that ass the more he rode my tongue in pure ecstasy. I could feel his whole body trembling as his moans gets louder. While I was eating that ass, I slid two fingers up that ass and slowly finger fucked him until he start throwing that ass back. BlackDawg was enjoying being finger fucked. After awhile he was saying damn boi get up in this ass, make me want that dick in this boipussy.

Dawg’s breathing was getting heavier and he was throwing that ass back as if someone was pulling him back with uncontrollable force. Ole boi’s ass was gripping my fingers indicating that he was ready to take my dick and receive a pounding of his life. Believe me, I was ready to tear that ass up and make him moan like a damn bitch. I removed my fingers at this point and began eating his ass again, this was driving ole boi wild with lust and ecstasy. His deep masculine voice became a soft bitch pitch moan as he squeezed the couch’s pillows. Dawg said “damn nigga fuck me damnit fuck the shit out of me. Damn nigga my pussy is ready to be fucked by u motha fukka!!! When he said that my dick got even harder. It got so damn hard it was hurting.

I pulled Dawg down off the couch and kept him on his knees, once I got him down there it was not long before I started to enter him with maximum force and he was eagerly accepting my force entry with pleasure. Once I got up in that ass, I stayed still for a few minutes until he got use to the size of my dick. Then I started pumping nice and slow as he got use to the length of my dick. It was not long before Dawg began throwing ass back and moaning loud like the bitch that he is. I picked up the pace just a little more, ole boi was saying throw that dick nigga, yeah boieeeeeee damn fuck me u big dick motha fucka.

With that said, I began to bang that ass without mercy and enjoy the warm and moister of that sweet boipussy. In my man I was saying, damn this shit feels good as hell! Feels better then pussy! Man I thought that I was about to loose my mind up in here. At this point Dawg was riding my dick meeting every rhythm as I fucked that ass down. Dawg, was gasping, moaning , screaming out fuck me bone open this pussy up nigga. Then I decided that I wanted to finish with him on his back I wanted to see his face as I shoot a big damn load up his ass and watch him nut as well. I pulled out and turned dawg on his back and reentered him with even more forced then the first time. When I did Dawg, let out a loud scream of pleasure, he then grabbed my ass and began playing with my hole making my boipussy hot as hell. My mind was swimming I could not believe my wish came through, Deep down, I wanted BlackDawg to be my first and I will be damn here he is giving me booty for daze. As I banged that ass, I tongue kissed him which made both of us even hotter. It seems that once I started kissing him my dick went deeper into his ass and I began to banged him even harder. I looked into his eyes and said damn boi ur shit is juicy and deep. I like this ass man feels damn good.

Dawg replied, “Hell yeah nigga take this ass boi, make this urs. Make me ur bitch nigga.” While he was saying that to me I was thinking damn Dawg u have to get up in me and wear me out for real. Dawg knew that it would not be long before I bust a nutt up his hot ass. Nigga began squeezing his muscles around my dick and started milking me with expertise that I could not imagine. Damn boi milk this dick, damn I’m about to cum boi. I began to fuck faster, deeper and harder, that’s it Dawg, take this motha fucking dick boi!! Five seconds later I nutted all up in that ass. Ole boi nutted without touching his dick, he nutted all on his chest and shot some nut in his face licking his lips as he got a taste of his own cum near his mouth. I fell on top of him breathing hard and caressing his body at the same time. Dawg whispered in my ears “Now I want some of ur asspussy!”

Loosing His Virginity: Continues

BlackDawg did not waist any time getting me on my back and showing me his big ass dick. This was the first time I really paid any attention to his dick let alone seen it in a flesh. This nigga had at least damn near 12.5 thick uncut dick. From what I can see his dick was at least 5 to 6 inches thick around. I’m like damn if I can take a 12 inch dildo up my black ass, I show in the hell can take a 12.5 inch dick up in this ass. After dicking him down or bitch fucking him as he calls it, I was not nervous about him fucking me for the first time. As I have mention, I wanted this thug to be my first.

Without hesitation, Dawg pushed his long dick pass my lips and said “suck this dick bitch”. When this nigga called me a bitch man my dick got hard and my ass open up! I’m like damn bitch me out motha fucka, make me ur damn bitch. It seems like he heard my thoughts from the way he looked into my eyes. I sucked his dick as if I was a damn pro. The more I sucked that 12” dick, the more I wanted that dick inside me. As Dawg withdrew his dick from my lips, he leaned down to tongue kiss me deep and passionately and grinding his dick and balls against mine.

This shit was getting me hot as hell. My body was on fire, my hole was lubed by my natural body moister and my hole was twitching, wanting and needing something go up in there to put out the raging fire that was burning deep up inside. Dawg, did not help matters any as he slid two fingers up my ass and slowly messaging my inner walls of my hole making me squirm with each stroke of his fingers going in and out of this ass. Even though I fucked him and that ass was damn good, I knew deep down I was meant to be a bottom a thug bitch bottom. There was no denying that and it was time for me to accept that. Don’t get me wrong, I love pussy, and I am never going to stop being with the honies. And if a brotha wants to give up that boipussy to me, hell I’m not going to turn the shit down.

Dawg, had me bucking like a wild man, moving my ass as if I was riding a horse. His fingers was long and thick and believe me they was feeling damn good. Damn boi, I want that dick! Shit fuck me nigga put that dick in me. Bitch fuck this ass motha fucka. Dawg had that wicked smile on his face and asked me am I sure that I’m ready for that big ass dick. I said hell yeah motha fucka. He slowly withdrew his fingers from my hot and eager bootyhole. He raised my legs and pushed my knees to my shoulders, he told me to take a deep breath when I feel his dickhead pushing against my hole.

As I felt that dickhead pushing its way in, I took that deep breath and before long Dawg had that dick inside me. “Oh shit dawg, damn nigga take it easy nigga I am not going anywhere. Dawg, made the shit feel good to me, I did not feel any pain. Dawg, was wondering how come the shit did not hurt me, I could tell by the way ole boi was looking at me. All I said was “I wanted this, I wanted u to be my first and I always had the desire to be fucked. Now shut the fuck up and fuck the shit out of me.” Ole boi just did not know that I was practicing on myself with my big ass 12” dildo. I taught myself how to relax.

There’s one thing I found out from other bottoms that I have talked too, is that if u really want the dick specially from the nigga u like or want, u will relax and take the dick. They also told me don’t be a fool and take more then I can chew. If the dick is to damn thick do not say u can take and the motha fucka is to big for ur ass….

No matter how much u relax u cannot take a dick that’s bigger then ur hole unless u enjoy having ur hole stretch. Well that’s must be me then because I want to enjoy a big dick nigga in this ass as well as enjoying big ass dildos up in this ass. I will say this much tho, I will not let a man ruin me or plunge me like he have no sense. I love myself to much for that shit to happen.

Once Dawg, got all of his dick in me he did not move to let me get use to the size and length of his dick. Once he felt that I was ready, The boi wore me out. Even though this was my first time being fucked, Dawg was fucking the dog shit out of me, make me moan and groan like a damn bitch. Yeah nigga fuck this pussy, bitch fuck me nigga. With that said, Dawg raised my ass even higher in the air and began to bang this ass without no mercy. Motha fucka fucked me for 1:45 long good mins. Nigga made me bust two nutts. To make it bad, ole boi made me nut without touching my dick.

Dawg was whispering in my ears “u like this dick don’t u bitch? U like the way this dick stroking ur walls don’t u bitch? Talk to me bitch!” All I could say was yes motha fucka I like this shit, make me take that damn dick nigga. Make me want more motha fucka. Hell, although he nutted in my ass, ole boi kept on fucking until his dick got hard again. With his dick still imbedded in my ass he turned me on my knees and banged me senseless. I was screaming like a damn hoe, telling him to fuck this pussy deep and hard. Split this shit open. Again with his dick still inside me he got me back on my back and started tonguing me down, that shit made my boipussy even hotter. I wanted this thugged out brotha to bang me all night long non stop. This nigga busted my cherry in the manner that I knew that he would. Three hours later, we both came at the same time. No doubt, I was hooked on being bitch fucked. I was hooked on being a bitch in the bedroom. Dawg looked into my eyes and said “Damn nigga ur shit was tight, wet, and motha fucking gooooooood as hell. I have fucked some good virgin ass in my days, but damn, ur shit was good.
Bone, u know u have give me some more of this ass.” I said “ no doubt Dawg. When u need a thug bitch to give up the pussy just holla. Before I could put my legs down, ole boi slide his three fingers back up my ass and finger fucked me to another nut. I guess u can say that I am a true bottom. I want the dick, I want the dildo, and now I want the damn fingers. Believe me, those are the only three things going up in me. After we had finished, washed ourselves and put on our shit and left. It was about 8 am when we got to my apartment.

Dawg was about to leave, I stopped him at the door and said “Man u want some more, well I want u to have more. I want u to have more dick and ass.” He took me into his arms and tongued me down. Within a few mins we was in my bed with my legs up in the air and he bitch fucking me again. Boi had me moaning and wanting that dick. Dawg did not stop fucking me until noon that day. My boipussy was filled to the rim with his cum. When finished, we showered and went to sleep.

That morning fucked sealed the fact that I’m bisexual. However, I’m bisexual that will give up the dick but prefer being the bottom…