A message from StoryTella...

Hey,

How is everybody feeling? I am so sorry for going back on my word and not posting an installment since Sunday. But I have been so down for the past few days that I simply could not write. I have found out that my boyfriend of 4 years has had a whole girlfriend on the side for the past year, and to make it even worse she is pregnant. To say that I am hurt would be an understatement. He and I have no children and I always thought we would have our first child together. Anyway to make a long story short, I can barely make it through a full day of work with out running to the bathroom to cry. In no way do I want you guys to feel sorry for me, nor am I making an excuse for not writing, but every time I tried my mind would just go blank! I refuse to give you guys a boring story, that’s why I didn’t post, I didn’t want to give u guys some bull ish! Shit I can barely type this without having tears in my eyes (lol I’m a cry baby).

I just wanted to write this note/confession to let all my readers and fans know that I am sorry for leaving yall hanging and trust and believe when I am in a better mood I will finish.

Please forgive me,

StoryTella

P.S. I know how harsh some ppl can be so to answer some questions..yes I went and got tested…yes I kicked that ass to the curb, but he keeps trying to come back…and yes I am HIV NEGATIVE…LOL! First time I smiled all week!

Comments

Bestsexever69,

Girl my heart and prayers go out to you. I will be waiting for my fix, don't worry you have not lost any fans. He will get his on the long run I am a big believer of KARMA. And I swear its a bitch. I am glad you took that step to check yourself out, not many people think to do that. Hope you feel better soon

-Ur #1 Fan

Bestsexever69

2009-01-23 14:52:29

courious,

Oh no baby girl! TRUST I understand your pain.. It will be hard to get pass this and it will hurt for quite some time BUT YOU WILL GET PASS THIS. Just think at least you did not have a child with him and now you could be a single mother, with a cheating baby daddy. Consider yourself lucky even though it does not seem that way. Remember some people come into our lives for just a season and others for a reason. Yes he will try to come back over and over. Please be strong. You deserve better. Cry and cry and do whatever it is you need to do to get pass this, as long as you don't hurt yourself. You are still young and your special someone is out there. Don't settle for less. It is his loss NOT yours. Don't answer the phone, door or text messages. It will may you weak to this bullshit. WHEW! ok I am done preaching.. I had a flashback! LOL! but you get the point right?

2009-01-23 14:59:45

courious,

** I mean it may make you weak to his bullshit..*** Avoid him like the plague! Whenever you get the urge to speak to him or see him, just write it all down in a journal or call your girlfriends-- if they are good friends they will tell you to stay away from him too. You can burn it after you are done or keep it and read it months later so you can look back at how you were able to get pass this.

2009-01-23 15:02:57

Honey,

I am sorry to hear..... I've been in your shoes. It took me damn near a year before I felt alive. Time heals.... If you need a stranger to talk to that has been there email me. Sometimes its easier to talk to strangers than a close friend. I know I shut everybody out and I don't recommend that to anybody hurting.

2009-01-23 15:20:49

CECRETS,

OH HELL NO!!! U see its shit like this that gets me mad!!!! *Peace be still* what Madea say " I always keeps me a piece made of steel". Let get 'em. Lol.

Seriously, like courious said its his loss. Be glad you didn't have any children by him because you would feel worse. Don't even feel bad, look at it like this now she has 2 deal with that cheating, loose dick nigga. All the problems yall had, the bad habits he's had and things about him that mad you sick.......she's stuck with it now.

Tell that nigga GOOD RIDDENS!!!!!!!! You just lost 200lbs of sorry nigga.

2009-01-23 15:22:52

StoryTella,

Thank you so much for the encouraging words...OMG, you girls made me feel a lot better..this shit hurts like hell though...My God I can't wait til the day comes when I look back and remember how sad I was! I'm sure it will be a liberating feeling. Thank you again and again ladies

2009-01-23 17:26:41

iQon,

O.k., see, I've been saying this all along. Do not trust these good for nothing ass niggaz out here, period, point blank. Gay or straight, do not put your trust in these dumb ass, niggaz out here.

These people can cause you to loose your life; what if he had of contracted Hiv/Aids? If he's irresponsibly having sex unprotected with two people what do you thinQ he's capable of doing? He's not using protection, the other girl is preggo.

But you will stay with him, beg him not to leave, run to the bathroom and cry, for what? Kick his fukkin' ass, fukk dat, kill his muthafukkin' ass. He could have given you Hiv/Aids and, if you take that laying down you deserve everything you get.

You better fukk him up for being stoopid first of all, then you better fukk him up again for disrespecting your relationship with him, then again, for not using protection and running back and forth from another woman to you.

Cry my ass, I'll be in fukkin' jail for murder.

iQon!

2009-01-23 20:07:37

iQon,

What would you have did had you gone to the hospital for a check up and, the doc. would have told you--you're Hiv +.

Let me tell you what the nigga would have done; first, you would have told him, he'll deny it, then he'll try to pretend as if you were (or) are the one cheating and taking risky behaviors, sexually.

If he's capable of runnin' to another woman after 4yrs., in a relationship and keep it a secret, then, have a baby in the relationship; don't you thinQ he's capable of being with more than that woman that's preggo, that's how Hiv/Aids is spread around. These good for nothing ass niggaz with very little or no self respect or esteem who thinQz being a man is determined by how many women, and now-a-days, men, they can fukk. That's the extent of the mentality of these niggaz out here, mind you, not every black man is that way.

But we are very close to the older ones poisoning the younger ones, especially, the daddies.

It's horrible out here. Stay single.

iQon

2009-01-23 20:13:08

iQon,

But you are probably the type person that needs a man or outside influences to feel validates.

Let me tell you what I've done. I've taken a page directly out of Oprah's, Book of Life: " Stay Single!" " Never marry." And if your ass is not on my level mentally, not physically, but mentally.

You betta not even look my way. Women are bad also, women are sometimes worse than these good for nothing ass niggaz out here.

So, why be bothered? I haven't had a bad day in my life, and I mean, a relationship bad day in such a long time; I do not thinQ I can get involved with somebody ever. The minute some kind of disagreement arises; I'm tellin' her to get to steppin'. I've been happily single, stress free, mentally healthy for a little over 15yrs.,

I'm sure the four years with his ass cannot replace the hurt you're going thru if this is indeed true. You know how sometimes the good times out weigh the bad things; I'm sho this is not one of those situations.

iQon!

2009-01-23 20:17:34

IQon,

shut the fuck up!!!!!!!!

ST I feel for you honey and yes it is going to be a while before you get back to normal...I hate that i can join the group and say that I've been there too. Just take your time and no backsliding!

2009-01-24 08:53:13

mocca85,

damn thats messed up but we all have been through it, just make sure that u dont go back to his no good ass please he's not worth it and i will wait till u r ready to give us the rest of the story

2009-01-26 11:01:48

GET OVER IT ALREADY,

UR DA LUCKY ONE, HE FUCKED UP...MOVE ON NEW NIGGA,NEW STORIES...PLEASEEEEE

REPRESENTIN PHILLY!

2009-02-10 19:56:09

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