Well, I am a woman.  and i lost my virginity at 14.  I have NEVER thrown myself at a man, but men are men and they just can't keep their hands to themselves.  I was not sheltered and no one really taught me about relationships.  I am 29 now.  Like I said, I have never just thrown myself at a man, but when we get alone, sometimes i can't help it, i get hot and bothered when they are caressing and kissing all on me.  and the desire to be with someone not just sexually but completely takes over and I end up giving in.  of course it was that way mainly in my younger years and i started cooling down after about 22.  I have had 4 serious relationships, but because of my personal demons with sex and other rejection issues, they did not last.  I am not ugly - AND IM NOT CONCEITED.  i would post a picture to prove im not ugly - but i guess being "easy" plays a part in these guys not wanting something foundational with me. 

anyways I do not know how many sex partners i have had in my life. I did not use protection EVERY time, but thankfully, i have been tested for diseases and not that i'm proud of it, but all i have is herpes. I have never had blisters, sores, bumps or anything, but i have the STD.  I am not ashamed of that, because there are many people walking around with herpes and dont even know it because symptoms do not always manifest themselves.

I have not been "sleeping around" the way i did in my early years for about 8 years now, but these sexual ghosts still loom over me. 

I am glad that I can post this anonymously and I hope to get a lot of feedback negative and positive or neutral and i hope that others can confess the same cause I know im not the only one.