Thug Jail Brother (Part 10) Malek is kicking the sh*t out of Ahmad and I am screaming and crying like a b*tch. I start screaming I am sorry and Ahmad is screaming I am sorry. Malek says you are suppose to be my lover and you kissing some n*ger. I say I am sorry and Ahmad says I am sorry; Amhad is curled up in a ball on the floor wet and crying and bruised. Malek picks Amhad up off the floor and Malek looks like he is demon possessed. Maybe this fool has a bipolar disorder or something. I cut the water off in the shower and I am shaking and scared as hell. I say I am so sorry Malek and then Amhad says I am sorry again and then Malek grabs Ahmad by the face and starts kissing him. I’m sorry baby you know I get jealous, and you know the rules, we can f*ck someone together but we never kiss someone else. Daa, what the f*ck; sh*tttttttttttttt somebody please wake me up and tell me what the f*ck just happen. Why you cheating on me baby? He then tells Amhad to get his sh*t and get out and that it is over. I am standing there pissed and I am about to jump out the shower and stomp both of their azz’es. How you gona put someone out of my f*cking house anyways? Malek need to be packing his bags, opp’s all he got is that brown bag he had when I met his azz that night leaving jail. Ahmad is crying and Malek says I don’t love you any more it’s all about my boy Jason now. I am still standing in the shower dripping wet and cold thinking what did he just say? Just then Malek grabs me, I am scared and shaking; I still have visions of Ahmad’s feet dangling in the air. He grabs me and plant a kiss on my lips and say baby I love you. Sh*t, why he go and say that? I am standing there like, Ahmad you need help packing? Malek says this is not your first time cheating on me Ahmad and you are old news, peace. I am standing there thinking, what where you doing the last few days with me. Is that not cheating? I guess if you don’t kiss you are not cheating. What is it about DL men and kissing? Is kissing that intimate? Is there something special about kissing beyond mere sex? Is there something spiritual, with the proximity of your heads and faces being pressed together as your lips entwined, feeling each others breath and looking straight into your lovers eyes (unless their closed! lol!)? Can a kiss make the difference between sex being just sex and true lovemaking? Is a kiss the greatest act of communication we have? Does kissing instills a bond between two people that mere sex can no? Why is this fool so upset? Because a phine azz brother put his tongue down my throat? Is a kiss really just a kiss? Maybe that is why I felt such an attraction to Ahmad, maybe there is something to kissing that takes things to another level. Damn after this night I need me some Jesus, To Be Continued…MA