It's been five months since you went away Left without a word,
nothing to say(nothin to say) When I was the one, who gave you my heart and soul, but it wasn't good enough for you- Amanda Perez

As I make my way over to Princess house I begin to panic where could she be I dont understand why the hell she would leave the house if I was just talking to Shairf am I still being selfish my mind is racing and its not a good thing. As I get to Princess house I notice the lights on in the house I get the spare key from under the rug and open the door. I see Princess running back and forth packing bags. I ask her what is she doing? She tells me that she has to get out of New York and away from Tyree, at this point I dont understand why she is so scared of this man besides him being 6'3 and weighing 240 she will be alright as long as she stay's at my house right? I guess I was being stupied and naive but I didnt want my Princess to leave me I know that I will always need her as much as I think she needs me all she has to do is let me in. Why is she blocking me? I tell Princess to calm down and stop packing and talk to me for a mintute I ask her why is she running from this man? She tells me that I will never understand what she has been through I scream and tell her LET ME IN so that I can understand Princess I dont want to lose you as a friend and I will be damn if Tyree let's you accomplish that I will kill him my god damn self.

Princess starts to cry and say Kelz sit down, I am not running from Tyree I am running for my life this man could kill me if he wanted to do you understand how severe that is? I have been abused my whole life that is why I left New Orleans at the age of 17 on my own, my mother was abused for as long as I can remember and she was so brain washed by my step-father she thought that we needed him to survive yes I lived in a nice house and yes me and my sisters had everything we wanted but behind closed doors our mother was getting beaten every night and we heard every time he slapped her down when I turned 15 my mother sat me down and asked me would I do anything to make her happy? I said of course thinking she wanted me to get job so that we could venture on our own, but to my surprize my mother wanted me to have sex with my step-father for some money she took me in the bed room and did my hair pretty and but heavy makeup on me she called my step-father in there and made him touch all over my young body I cried the whole time after he was finish with me heat beat me like no tommrow for running my makeup he said he then beat my mother for not making her put heels on me, I went through this for 2 years until I was 17 and decieded I have to run like the wind I am 23 now and I have never been with a man who has not beaten me I feel like I am attracted to those kind of men and that it is almost normal for me to get beat. I need help Kelz I can help everyone else except myself this is something that I have been dealing with for years my mother is dead and gone god rest her soul she got beaten for so many years by as evil man and I refuse to be like her so as a victim I am leaving and I am seeking help my cup is filled and I WILL NOT take any more.

As I sit there with tears in my eyes I relize that I have to let Princess go, my heart hurts for me to say that but I have to let her go and take care of herself I never imgained in a millions years that she would was a victim of domestic violence as I help her pack all we can do is cry and think about the good time that we shared she promised to call as much as she can and to take care of myself. As we finish packing her apartment we head out to get something to eat from Red Lobster I miss her so much already and I feel so bad I dont know what I'm going to do with out my best friend its funny how life is, as I get Sharif I lose Princess I cant seem to win can I? As we order our food my phone rings and its say "Unknown Number"I hate when people call me block who the hell is this, as I pick up the phone the voice sounds familar but I cant put my finger on it. He says its Anthony.................

To Be Continued

Show Me Love As Always

Signed

Collegeboi89/Kelz

PS: Sorry momz was just getting out of the hospital past weekend and well guys she is doing much better love you all

sorry for the OD late story