These feelings that I have I can't explain, and I can't believe that it's you The way you make me feel makes me happy, so why can't we just make it last boy the things you do keep me running back to you ;)- Gina Thompson

As I get up and get in the shower again for the second time I cant belive that boy made love to me like that....I guess you really cant help who you love but now I feel like I am stuck in a tornado and I am really twisted like a preztal what am I going to do. I aint one to hurt no ones feelings but I have to cut both Brian and I guess Dee lose it would only be the right thing to do. Wait as I run the axe over my body Dee?? I still havent called him back yet shit or yet alone got a tase of that six pack smiles. As I leave a note for Anthony it reads

[Dear, Baby I must admit that shit was bomb and it was something that I might have just needed but mother always told me when someone stabs you in your back and continues to you hurt they will only do it as long as you give them the power all those other dudes you messed with on campus like you was some type of man of the year see I had to shut you down, and you know you messed up you can say what you want from here on now you are no longer my concern no more stressing and no more feeling like I am yours its time to do me. Please I will not return tonight make sure that when I come back and you thank my mother for her hospitality cause I damn sure dont want to show you any. See you at school boo ;) be safe and boy its 08 start wrapping your shit up.....PS: Let me just inform you that if and when I go get tested and I have some icky STD I know where you lay your head down pa.] Sincerly 

The Only Dude That Fucked You :) Peace and Love

As I make my way into the cab I know as soon as I dial Princess's number she is going to chew me alive as I start to dial her number and she calls me. What the fuck is going on boy? Where you been at? Do you need me to make a trip out there? Your momz told me your friend Anthony was over there and that you guys were sleeping? I laugh and tell her to calm down I am on my way there now we have two hours left before the mall close's meet me at the mall change of plans driver take me to Eastland Mall. As I arrive to the mall I always feels so refreshed its like its my second home away from home besides the bedroom :) As I get out the cab I see Princess looking like a some type of model and shit I mean girl was dressed to the tea. She had on some skinny leg levi jeans that wrapped her body like they were painted right on and a prada lavander button down shirt that she left 3 buttons opened of course, some gucci wedge heals that only the best of the best would rock and the perfect creme louis viuton bag. I get out the cab and say well damn whats the occasion and where are we going? She smiles and says boy you know this is how Princess gets down now take notes. I smile and say damn well I feel under dress as we walk into the mall in seems like all eyes are on us but I hey my azz was sitting right outta my jeans and damn Princess looked like she just came off the runway with her  glasses on and shit. As we walked into the mall I told her everything Princess of course gave me advice on every little detail I gave her, she high fived me for leaving Anthony's azz of course but told me that Dee doesnt sit right with her. But that is what makes me want him even more I nominate him to be the man for me. Now all I have to do is get rid of Brian as I walk into the Gap and Princess goes in Bebe as I bend down and look for this fly azz cardigan someone says "May I help you sir" and to my damn surprize its Dee I say yes you can whats good?? this time I have alot more confidence as I stare into his eyes I ask him what is he doing not only here in the mall but in the Gap. He grabs my azz and says why you ask so many questions huh and why havent you called me your shorty dont want tha kush? I tell him that I have been busy and say of course the famous line my mother was sick. He sucks his teeth and says so what you tryna cop from here I tell him Princess is next door and a few things. Little did he know I was getting something nice just for him smiles. Princess comes in the Gap shortly and says wow nice to see you here Dee she sends a text to my phone asking me did I ask him to meet me here I shake my head NO and she signils for us to leave. I send her a text message back and tell her that I am gonna chill with him tonight as I say goodbye to Dee for now we head for the food court Princess's mouth is going ten miles an hour I love her to death but I want to experience this man and in all his glory today he looked so good with an tight polo on and some linen pants on where I could see his manhood I think he is the man for me. I lie and tell Princess I wont fuck with him to make her happy as the mall comes to a close we walk to the liquor store and grab our favorite drink and head over to Princess house to watch both of our favorite movie "The Devil Wears Prada"..................then the door bell rings

To Be Continued

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