U were always number one 2 me Even when I cursed your name And if I could I wouldve been gone But nothings like being in love with u-Robin Thicke

 I wake up to my ringtone "Never Would Have Made It" its my mother calling trying to figure out if I am dead or alive shit I havent called her like in two days I call her back and tell her I am fine and  at a friends house I miss her home cooking and I will be over soon. As I get up and put on my shoes I hear Princess and a man talking very loud in the background shit it was now like 5 oclock  and I havent called Brian or Anthony back what the hell is my problem I notice 12 new unread text messages and 3 new voicemails I figured I will check it on my way to the train as I open the room door I see a very buff handsome man standing in the kitchen in some basketball shorts and Princess in her finest boy shorts. Excuse me guys I didnt mean to interupt I will be on my way now thanks Princess for everything! The man says in his very much Brooklyn thug voice who the fuck is that? Princess informs him to hush that it was her new found uptown bestfriend he said well what the fuck he doing here,by then I can see Princess is annoyed with his hating questions about me being there. She sends him in the room and tells him to sit there and be quiet. To my surprize he goes some thug he is??? My radar is going off that he is undercover but I am so groggy that maybe it needs to be re-booted. Princess gives me some cab money and says call me honey I gotta go work him I guess Princess got that "Good Good" hmmm I hear that girl I give her a kiss and hug and promise as soon as I get paid I will repay her shoot my Metro Card would have been just fine but she said nope take the money.

..........as I get in the cab I cuss the cab driver out as always for taking the long azz way home he must not know I got shit to do plus the same outfit for two days and Brian's two small underwear was getting to me, As I get in the house my dog greets me like I was never coming home as I picked him up my sibling comes in and says Brian has been calling for me all day. I smile and say shit Princess aint the only one with the "Good Good" as I go in my room and run the bath water I turn on my radio and Johnny Gills "My, My , My" plays I remember my momz playing that song for hours and hours I get in the shower and it dawned on me damn could I have a STD. I am scared I have only been tested twice my whole life but even then I was more then sure I was good now I am unsure and that feeling brought me to tears in the shower, as I got out and shaved I heard the phone ring of course it was Brian as I answered did he cuss me out or what!!! I told him was sorry baby and that my mom was sick well am I stupid or what cause sure enough he said I knew you was going to say that I spoke to your mom and she was perfectly fine I laugh and say damn momz you can never cover for me can you. I tell him that a friend needed me and I had to turn my phone off, he tells me that he wants to take me to grab something to eat as good as Brian makes me feel he was still once a friend and I didnt know he got down like that I feel like I am breaking all these rules as he comes to pick me up in his brothers car I am still getting dressed of course, mama always said let them wait your worth it shit :) 

....I put on my cargo shorts and my favorite graphic tee shirt and some fresh kicks sprayed some Unforgiveable and was gone as I get in the car he is rolling a blunt I look and say whats good B he leans over and says give me a kiss I kiss him and instantly wanna start touching myself I guess its the freak in me. I tell him yo I left my hat at Princess house and I wanted to introduce him to her as we head over there I do call but no answer we still go as Kanye's Good Life is playing in he background I cant seem to get that damn Anthony out of my mind, we finally get to Princess's house and I get out and ring the bell mr thug himself comes and opens the door I was surprized to see him opening Princess door but then I thought maybe he was just being a lil slave and doing what his Master told him to do it so I say wadddup can I speak to Princess I forgot something he says she aint here she went to get her hair done in Jersey? A draw  question mark face and say Jersey why the fuck would she go all the way there where their are some decent spots here uptown, so I say iight someone is waiting for me I need to get my hat I left in her office which was decked out with a pull out love seat to die for a I go in the house I see Mr.Thug is having a smoking fest in her home with this other dude very good looking as well I tell myself "Boy keep your eye on the damn prize and his name is Brian" as I go look for my hat I bend down and look under the sofa and still no hat I guess Princess put it up for me gosh I love that girl already then suddenly I hear Brian honk the horn here he go rushing me again when will he learn that I will not be rushed all of sudden someone comes in the room........

To Be Continued