Thx 4 all the love yall have shown me in my writting. This wont be the end of my writting but BB is coming to a end (....lol)

phatboybright...BB

......“Say hold on” I finally said now seeing she was trying to lead my head towards Byrd’s dick. I had fanaticized about having his dick in my mouth many times since knowing him but now that I had the chance I couldn’t. In my mind I knew it was fucked up to not even want to try after he had done so much for me sexually and as a friend before that. Oddly enough now that it was in my face the smell and thought of it being on my tongue made me sick. “What’s up dawg?” he said finally seeing the unintentional discussed look on my face. At that moment I saw a look on his face that I had never seen before it was a mix of embarrassment and shame. It was only then that I started to truly feel bad about being so selfish. “Ahhh chuwww!!!!” was the next noise that came out of my mouth. “My bad” I said now deciding to fake a sneeze in order to explain the face I was making. Nervously (almost shaking) I grabbed his leaking dick (which for some reason look so gross to me) in the palm of my hand. Opening my mouth for the first time to receive dick was a very new experience for me. Just before I put mouth around the head of his dick I decided to close my mouth once more. “Just do it” I repeated to myself 2 times before I took a deep breathe and opened wide. Taking his dick in my mouth wasn’t as hard as I had made it in my mind to be. The only thing that took me a while to get was my gag reflex (which was only a problem because I was trying to do shit I saw in flicks) and the controlling of my breathing (harder than it looked). While I was having my first go at sucking dick Kemisha and Byrd once again attacked each others mouth. I couldn’t continue to look up at them because every time I would I would feel my teeth losing the over I had made with my lips ass they grazed the tip of his dick forcing him to jump back a few times. Even though I didn’t necessarily like the taste of his now wet dick in my mouth I started to get the hang of it (more like the motion). I stayed nursing his dick for about 5 minutes before my slurps where met by the feeling of her chin touching mine as she took his sack in her mouth. “Damn I wish this was me” was the only thought that filled my head (once again being selfish) as I wondered how good it must have felt to have his entire dick and balls wet by two hot mouths. “Fuck!!!” was the last thing I hard before the back of my throat was attacked by his dick. “Uggggh!!!” was the only sound that escaped my mouth as his dick hit the back of my throat without warning. I guess I wasn’t the only one surprised because I felt Kemisha’s head hit my chest before she moved out of way of his thrusting hips. Barely able to breathe I tried to ease my head back without him noticing. I guess my movement was more sudden than I thought because the next thing I felt was his hands holding my neck and shoulders down in place. Now on hands and knees with my face was being fucked (for the first time) hard forcing me to get a crash course in giving head. I had read on the internet and once by a girl friend that you could tell when a dude was close to coming. I must have been way too focused to feel this dick throb or any other sign that he was close. “O shit…o shit!!!....” I hardly heard before my mouth was flooded with thick warm nutt. The shock and the fact that his dick was still in my mouth forced me to unintentionally swallow a small amount. The rest sat in my mouth as I rushed up and over to his small waste basket to spit it out. His nutt wasn’t horrible tasting but I just couldn’t bring myself to knowingly take another mans nutt down my throat. “You ight nigga” Byrd half jokingly said as he drained the last few drops against Kemisha’s stomach as she now took my place as in the bed. With the taste of cum still in my mouth I left the room and went to the bathroom to wash my mouth out. When I finally got back in the room Byrd was once again hard in Kemisha’s hand as she jacked him off while at the same time tearing the wrapper off a condom. I stood there watching as Kemisha rolled the condom over his dick then laid on her back. I really couldn’t see much after he climbed on top of her but at this point I was over the whole thing (still feeling the pain in my throat). “Say push that button right there” Byrd said almost like he was ordering me to do something as I stood (still naked) next to his stereo. “Ight” I said not feeling that was the time to complain about his mouth (that had gotten worst in those last 2 month). Seeing the sex was becoming more and more intimate (1 on 1) I scooped up my shit up while backing towards the door. After putting my clothes and shoes on I walked down stairs towards the door keys in hands. As I stood on the porch and looked at the drive way I remembered that I didn’t drive. Not wanting to wait on them to stop fucking I decided to walk to school since it wasn’t that far. While walking I thought about all the things that had happened to me in the past few months and how I really felt about it all. Having had grown up in the church I was suddenly struck by I heavy feeling of guilt. The feeling of guilt faded as the thoughts of the strange yet very hot sex I had recently. As I finally got to school I found myself filled with a new but very powerful feeling of empowerment. Even thou I was new to the actual sex side of dl/bi life style I was hooked.