I'm from the caribbean!! where I live is a very small country, just keep that in mind.....I have been with my boyfriend for eight years, he is English migrated to my country years ago we have a young son together, I never ever questioned his sexuality when we first met, until I met his friend an Englishman who is very rich and they are good friends so good that he invites him to england once a year to go to the "football" which I never had a problem with, my suspicion arose when he comes to our island for vacation mostly with his friend/s males (and then his girlfriend would come in about two weeks later when his friends are gone and thats when we all have our dinner outings together only when she comes in) and my boyfriend is with them "the boys" from morning to late late night every single day till the trip is over that wasnt a problem either it was when he wanted to go over to there apartment to spend the night (I'm talking about a hotel with security around the clock, upscale no one can get in just like that) and leave my son and me in our house alone I found that very fucking confusing and I actually did ask a question about him being gay, after all thats some fucked up shit anyhow he would become very angry and upset sometimes laughing it off saying "you think John is gay, if he only heard that" or he would just get pissed off.  However, that was just the icing on the cake my gut feeling about him being gay is his sexual behaviour HONESTLY what real man doesnt like the smell of pussy all the men I have had in my past always commented me on how clean my cunt always smells and tastes no matter if I bathe or not I always have good hygiene unlike his nasty ass which I put up with.....never brushes his teeth (I never kiss him, he doesnt like to anyway) and he rarely bathes, BUT he is so scornful, in terms of not wanting to eat my cunt always wants his dick suck (he loves that), he never fondles or touches my pussy and when he does touch it he always wipes off my juices off his hand on MY leg and says he does it because he knows it upsets me (does that say something?) our sex life is so FUCKING horrible (he is a white, fat, big belly man with a teeny weeny) and all he does is lay on his back and I ride him (the only position we have sex in he is never willing to try anything new, his excuse is his dick is too small) and it is always 5-10 mins max, sometimes he even puts the pillow over his head when we fuck (what the fuck is that?) and that frustrates me (I'm not at all ugly I'm black,slim, very curvous, nice round big booty and sexy), it seems like he doesnt enjoy sex with me at all and we only do it like say 4 times a month max and dont even think about "bothering" him about sex he's like "all the time" or laughs it off or says ok later and then goes to sleep or some other excuse like, things on his mind financially (things or quite stressful financially with us but I dont think it can make a man not interested in sex at all) another thing I am 27 and he is 48 any other older guy with a girl like me I would think would just want to hit this pussy every minute...dont you? He's never ever romantic with me like touching, hugging, kissing nothing at all, only when we argue or I mention it.  Another thing its like he is obsessed with farts and shit I mean he constantly farts long, hard and gross and he shits every damn minute sometimes it sounds like a bomb just exploded its just so nasty and when he farts its always disgusting and he loves to smell it it always brings a smile to his face even when I fart or shit he's like can he see (playing it off like if he's just kidding) .......the thing is I go on his laptop to see if he looks at gay porn or whatever but I always come up emptyhanded all I find is him looking at normal porn or pictures.....besides all that he treats me like a queen giving me things he cant afford, loves spending time with me and my son, cares for me in every way..........AM I HIS COVER UP??? He has never ask me to have anal sex we never ever did that and he never tries to play around my anus whatsoever (he knows I'm not into that shit either, could that be the reason for him not asking??) Please be honest this is no joke I'm really worried and confused its on my mind every minute please reply honestly dont just say yes he's gay read carefully what I explained, to all you downlow men I would really like to know if these are any signs and I appreciate your response.